fuck . my . life .
blankly laying on the bed , feeling hopeless
every single energy is drained dry , my heart sank real deep
the moment today ended , is the moment where misery started
i fear tomorrow , the day after tomorrow
nobody understand me , nobody will
the world matter is selfism
people ignore me when they dont want me
i once thought im live in my little corner with nobody
just me and my world
i planned every minute for the next day ,
what i would talk about , what i would do
i tried so hard to make my smile warm in the morning
do you know that it filled with fear ?
but i know i get tired of it one day
nobody seem to be happy
foremost , they would throw sarcasm . it's human nature
but i know its all in my weakness and i must overcome it
but i need help , please appreciate it
im not saying im humble but i look down on myself with too many weaknesses
and the only thing im proud of is, i can make people happy
Now i continue to try hard to make my smile warm and fill every moment with joy
im a just a 15 year old girl with a normal life to spend happily
and i need someone to share my happiness with
which is my family and friends ♥
p.s/ so do you think my english is getting better ? hehehehe :B
